smells like holiday spirit♥

HHEEEEYYY folks! Just coming to give the latest updates in the world of the tot!! So much is going on right now with the holidays and moving to a brand new place, yes that's right I'm moving outta NRH20 finally and its before my lease is up that's how bad it is ugh. No but I've been blessed to finally leave BofA and move to a much better job at another bank and I'm loving it!! With all the talk of layoffs BofA was talking bout it was time to go before I was next!! But yea I'm moving and I'm buy all new things and it's exciting to start fresh and I feel like these are the apt. of my apt. dreams they are so lovely and I rented the very last one until they start building the other phases, I was determined to get in at this place because once i saw them I had to live there no other place had shit on them and its like 5 minutes from my job. So with all this moving and what not I gotta say AGAIN living on my own is the best thing EVER I'm so glad I gotta a 6 month lease at this shoebox I'm living in now and not having to deal with another females trashy nasty ways is the bomb.com and now that its been like 6 months pretty much not living with someone I look back and realize how much I dislike living with someone and this is just my preference especially when they are completely opposite of your personality like me and her were polar opposites. But hey things happen for a reason and I gotta things have been great! SO I'm really excited about this new place its brand spankin new we're the 1st ppl to live in the place and it's a resort style complex I'm mean when u drive up on this place you'll be like whoa, and this place is like 2 times bigger than where I live now (my place is a sad 518sq ft) and this place is like 8 something. So to wrap things up I'm excited and I only have a fortnight left in the shoebox and then i'm out. And on another note the holidays are coming up and I can't wait damn this year went by fast!!!! xoxoxoxo

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So for the past few days I've been going through a few strange emotions and I'm just trying to deal as best I know how and that's to pray and be super positive about it!! Right now I'm beginning to think that it's coming around to me and I don't want it to but my relationship with this person is starting to get to me because I think the way I feel it different from what they feel and I really with it wasn't this way, I hope this is just a phase and it doesn't continue to be this way cuz I don't have to live like this and you can be miserable somewhere else. I pray to the Lord things get better and if its in His will I know it will be done. I know that this past year a lot of things have changed and ppl left outta my life but in no way did I want ppl to think that I chose this over them, my door and my phone is always open to you and that's all I can say. One thing I try to do is figure out why things happen just because and I know everything happens for a reason and maybe this is going on to show that I shouldn't have turned family away and this is what happens when u turn certain ppl away that care for someone you just met I can blow up in your face down the line I mean this person has no reason to stay and once they are gone boom you are left with no one BUT guess what I refuse to think this way because one person may feel this way the one person I thought would be there but I didn't and I know I may not be making any sense but I just need to get this out because I have no one to talk to. Man I wish I did because I have sooo much to say but I don't feel like airing it out on my blog. Anyway I hope things get better and I get stronger each and everyday because I have so much to be grateful for and I don't wanna take anything for granted. =D

Howdy!

Heeyy peeps, how's it going me i'm well dankie (thanks in some other language) lol! A lot of thoughts have been going through my head lately and its all for the better I gotta tell ya, man I feel like my mind has been going through lots of changes and it's all up to me to act upon it and I'm ready! More to come......

♥ Hi Dolls♥

OO-MM-GEEE 'ello peeps it's been so so so long!! Hope all is well with everybody I'm doing great!! Soo much has happened since I last wrote I won't even bore you all with it but I must say I'm so observant in the change that Ive made for the better and living on my own is the BEST thing ever!! I'll never be roommates with anyone ever again I love love living on my own. Also I recently got a new job so that's also equally exciting and with that said with my positive thoughts and my hard work, because nothing in life is easy,I know I'm headed to success and being satisfied with what I have accomplished and that is all that matters! Since I'm not wanting to type what all has happened over these past few months I will say this what I have learned is that YOU have to be your own person make you're decisions and live for you, don't let anyone influence what you do because it's your life and you shouldn't allow someone to live their life through you because they need to do themselves, grow up and leave you alone. Okay folks I promise to return and fill you in on my thoughts if you care to read although i really don't think anyone looks at my blog but its all good cuz I can read it months from now and laugh and what I've typed bahahhah. until next time I'm OUT♥