Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Welcome to my world!

Hola!!! Been gone for a min now I'm back with the jump off! So just wanted to stop by and update yet again...time sure does fly by!! I've made it through more than half of this year and sept is around the corner. All I can say is 2014 has been one of reflection and growth! I'm 25 and I def feel as though I'm on the right path in my life I've had some challenges and I've overcame them and was able to mold myself into a different person who sees situations way different now insead of copping an attitude or being concerned with others I'm now focused on positive thoughts and me, on big thing I realized it's you have to accept the way things are in life and let go of anything that's brings on neg emotions...I feel (speaking for me) most of our problems lie in the fact that we invison they way something should be and when it's not happening in real life we tend to get angry or in our feelings about it but I promise if u let that go and appreciate your self and life as it is now you'll be 30 times more happier...so these days I choose to take the peaceful road and be 100% optimistic because I give all my worrys and concerns to Him and I know He'll handle the rest He does say all things will work together for my good so I know that even though things may have not gone my way I know it was for a reason and there's something much better out there waiting all I have to do is continue to live, love, keep my faith and be happy!Great things are happening and I've been so blessed so there's no reason to give up now. Xoxoxoxo until next time..

Monday, April 7, 2014

Hiiiii dee hoooo

So it's April and it's kinda cold out....just wanted to stop in and say a little somethin somethin, i has been like 3 months!! All is well I've never been better and I love life muah!!!!! PS its almost birthday time and if ya know me you know its a special day for me, I know some people are like ahh its just another day big whoop blah blah BUT NOPE not me I see it as i'm blessed to see another year, there's a purpose and so I love to enjoy this day. But anyway doe I've gained so much knowledge an I can say I thought I knew ish but now I realize I had no clue wtf i was doing...aww I'm growing, yes I know *pats myself on the back* I feel like i'm at the point where i know myself finally and I can bless and be an inspiration so somebody's life because lemme tell ya you can't be good to anyone if your own self is a wreak. Soo with that said, great things are in store and I'm so fortune to have discovered this at my age now I'm proving myself wrong and while I'm living my fabulous single life I'm focused on making me a great gal for me handling the things I need to take care of and waiting for my someone special to come along lmao.....All in all i'm screaming to the mountain tops that everything will be phenomenal, I'll have my ups and I'll have my downs BUT it's all good because it's all apart of life and at the end of the day if I can say im proud of me that all that matters! OXXOXOX

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Currently under constuction (give me a break!) ;)

Its mee again and its a new year! Blessed yet again to have made it to see another year! I said that I didn't want to do any new year resolutions or whatever but I do want to learn new things and really work on myself and most importantly break a cycle i continue to carry! I just want to stop with the same dudes i talk to I just had a realization that if i don't respect myself and wait for what i deserve and not entertain these wack a$$ fools who only wanna "chill", drink, and watch movies or other shit I can do with ppl I actually wanna/can spend time with and laugh then Im not down, I think its because I done that sooo so much that its really old and if a guy is trying to get at me then he's really gonna have to step the hell up! And and i have heard it over and over again but i guess it just takes going through ish and replaying your past in your head and saying to yourself if u continue to allow the bums to be around then that's all that will continue to come my way whats the saying if you lay down with dirty dogs your get fleas? yea I'm just saying I gotta break this ish up if that means my phone stays silent then so be it i'm practicing patience...but on so whole other stuff I'm looking for a new job the only thing i hate is the hours but when I see that check i'm like yeeessss I'm getting paid this to talk to these dummies? can you say OVERPAID, i'm not complaining and I'm thanking HIM everyday but its a give and take because I pretty much have no social life at the momment and can only see folks when i can BUT that's okay becasue it's all falling into place and in due time things will start to happen, keeping thinks positive over here guys!! ♥ this is the year of discovery, not taking any BS getting rid of fuck niggas & self doubt, and lastly acceptance yup I'm claiming it now, no more learning the hard way this chick has had enough. Until next time i'm signing off xoox *turns porch light off*

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

It's a new year!!!!!

Happpy new year! 2014🎉🎉