Thursday, January 9, 2014

Currently under constuction (give me a break!) ;)

Its mee again and its a new year! Blessed yet again to have made it to see another year! I said that I didn't want to do any new year resolutions or whatever but I do want to learn new things and really work on myself and most importantly break a cycle i continue to carry! I just want to stop with the same dudes i talk to I just had a realization that if i don't respect myself and wait for what i deserve and not entertain these wack a$$ fools who only wanna "chill", drink, and watch movies or other shit I can do with ppl I actually wanna/can spend time with and laugh then Im not down, I think its because I done that sooo so much that its really old and if a guy is trying to get at me then he's really gonna have to step the hell up! And and i have heard it over and over again but i guess it just takes going through ish and replaying your past in your head and saying to yourself if u continue to allow the bums to be around then that's all that will continue to come my way whats the saying if you lay down with dirty dogs your get fleas? yea I'm just saying I gotta break this ish up if that means my phone stays silent then so be it i'm practicing patience...but on so whole other stuff I'm looking for a new job the only thing i hate is the hours but when I see that check i'm like yeeessss I'm getting paid this to talk to these dummies? can you say OVERPAID, i'm not complaining and I'm thanking HIM everyday but its a give and take because I pretty much have no social life at the momment and can only see folks when i can BUT that's okay becasue it's all falling into place and in due time things will start to happen, keeping thinks positive over here guys!! ♥ this is the year of discovery, not taking any BS getting rid of fuck niggas & self doubt, and lastly acceptance yup I'm claiming it now, no more learning the hard way this chick has had enough. Until next time i'm signing off xoox *turns porch light off*

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

It's a new year!!!!!

Happpy new year! 2014🎉🎉