Feeling good feeling great...feeling great feeling good how are uuuu

Soooo I'm back to blog again since it's been a while and all and I can say with a big fat smile on my face that I've never felt better!!! Ever since I moved back into my own living quarters and moved on from everything negative and what not, things have fallin into palace and I'm seeing the blessings with my name on em rain down and they just keep on coming! I'm truly thankful and just amazed at how much He has done with I gave it all to Him and let my faith and hope by my guide, I have a great job that I'm comfortable with and also stay busy with, it's close to my apartment its not customer service and it's an awesome work/life balance!! I'm really in a good space and I wanna keep it that way, I haven't "arrived" or however you say and I'm still learning and growing and choose to allow the things i go through as learning lessons and ways to improve and i know I'm doing a great job I'm proud lol. It's really a shame that some ppl can apply the same to their own lives becasue when you take the time to grow yourself and take advice from ppl that really care and change, it's a beautiful thing. One thing I tell myself is to not let horrible ppl who are spiteful or petty ruin who i am just because they aren't happy in their own lives, i choose to believe that ppl like that just want you to come DOWN to their level and feel just as miserable as they do, well I'm here to tell ya YOU can't bring me down and I refuse to let ppl like that stay in my life or call them a friend or anything close to a loved one...I still wanna be the person I am who does things outta the kindness of my heart and help ppl anyway that i can, I wont let unappreciative ppl, lairs, and ect tear me down, I choose to accept what happen and move on and know better next time but believe karma is very real and what goes around most certainly comes back around bee-lee DAT ahahaha, I'm really using this post as a venting session mostly even though i have a strong support system and talk with them, it helps to have it written down sometimes to go back on and read and get a feel as to where your head space is/was and all that, I wanted to point out my positives and and release the things that for some reason seem to still amaze me with other human beings. but at this point I'm not surprised anymore, I know i haven't see it all but I'm good on ppl who claim to be soooo happy in life and claim to be great at communication but all they really are is lost in denial and use ppl to fill some sort a empty space they they have in life, just sad, I'll continue to pray that ppl like that find what it is they are really want and release that hurt they seem to be holding onto, and yes I'm talking about someone particular who I'll give the name CD, I don't wanna look at this as a bashing session but just as a way to get an understanding as to how someone can be like they are and how they treat ppl, it's definitely a reflection of how they feel about themselves so I can't take it personal at all, becasue they'll just do it to everyone around them but all I know is that I def don't want or need ppl who disrespect others in my life, f#$%k being fake and talking to a MF cuz I'm bored bitch BYE! IDGF who you are and i'm glad i reached a place in my life to where i can speak up because there was a time when i wouldn't say shit and let ppl walk over me not no MO! AHHH I could go on and on about this and how my perspective has changed greatly but I wont and I'll

just leave it at this K bye