2nd Chances.....

Hi bloggers!! OMGGGG it's been soo long since I've been on here and looking back on my past posts i can say I'm in a different place and its for the better thank Gawd!! I must say 2013 has been so bitter sweet so much has happened that i'd never thought would and I have to say that it was very unfortunate and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I believe

that it's what's needed to happen in order for me to truly realize that the life i was leading was not it!! Sooo with that being said I present to you the NEW ME and I love her and i'm still adjusting don't get me wrong but i've getting there and the sky is the limit. I'm in a good place I using this time to focus on me and figure out who i really am and work hard towards my goals so that i can be established and be right for anyone that crosses paths with me. After my what happened i looked back on my life and realized i have never had time for me i've always been involved with someone dealing with so BS and i can honestly say that i'm not dealing with that and i'm so thankful that ish is for the birds, i choose not to deal and i only want good vibes over here in my space....I feel like I was given a 2nd chance at life and i feel like things could've ended so fast that quick for me but the Man above is defiantly looking out for me. I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason and i know i have a purpose in life. I still struggle with negative thoughts and sadness but i'm stronger and i know I can overcome this. I don't wanna be a cliche and say oooo 2014 is gonna be the new start for me because i feel like each day is a new start but I definitely want things to start looking up and fast! I just realized how blessed i am and i don't wanna forget that at all, I have good family and a few good friends and I only want the best for me and the ones who are truly there for me, I've put myself in unnecessary situations and I've glad God has given me that light to see as best as i can to avoid bad shit from happening if I can help it! Well let me gather my belongings and go, I just wanted to stop by and give an update I'll be back tho because I have some more I'd like to discuss so be on the look out!!!! XOXOXOX