Hiiiii dee hoooo

So it's April and it's kinda cold out....just wanted to stop in and say a little somethin somethin, i has been like 3 months!! All is well I've never been better and I love life muah!!!!! PS its almost birthday time and if ya know me you know its a special day for me, I know some people are like ahh its just another day big whoop blah blah BUT NOPE not me I see it as i'm blessed to see another year, there's a purpose and so I love to enjoy this day. But anyway doe I've gained so much knowledge an I can say I thought I knew ish but now I realize I had no clue wtf i was doing...aww I'm growing, yes I know *pats myself on the back* I feel like i'm at the point where i know myself finally and I can bless and be an inspiration so somebody's life because lemme tell ya you can't be good to anyone if your own self is a wreak. Soo with that said, great things are in store and I'm so fortune to have discovered this at my age now I'm proving myself wrong and while I'm living my fabulous single life I'm focused on making me a great gal for me handling the things I need to take care of and waiting for my someone special to come along lmao.....All in all i'm screaming to the mountain tops that everything will be phenomenal, I'll have my ups and I'll have my downs BUT it's all good because it's all apart of life and at the end of the day if I can say im proud of me that all that matters! OXXOXOX

Currently under constuction (give me a break!) ;)

Its mee again and its a new year! Blessed yet again to have made it to see another year! I said that I didn't want to do any new year resolutions or whatever but I do want to learn new things and really work on myself and most importantly break a cycle i continue to carry! I just want to stop with the same dudes i talk to I just had a realization that if i don't respect myself and wait for what i deserve and not entertain these wack a$$ fools who only wanna "chill", drink, and watch movies or other shit I can do with ppl I actually wanna/can spend time with and laugh then Im not down, I think its because I done that sooo so much that its really old and if a guy is trying to get at me then he's really gonna have to step the hell up! And and i have heard it over and over again but i guess it just takes going through ish and replaying your past in your head and saying to yourself if u continue to allow the bums to be around then that's all that will continue to come my way whats the saying if you lay down with dirty dogs your get fleas? yea I'm just saying I gotta break this ish up if that means my phone stays silent then so be it i'm practicing patience...but on so whole other stuff I'm looking for a new job the only thing i hate is the hours but when I see that check i'm like yeeessss I'm getting paid this to talk to these dummies? can you say OVERPAID, i'm not complaining and I'm thanking HIM everyday but its a give and take because I pretty much have no social life at the momment and can only see folks when i can BUT that's okay becasue it's all falling into place and in due time things will start to happen, keeping thinks positive over here guys!! ♥ this is the year of discovery, not taking any BS getting rid of fuck niggas & self doubt, and lastly acceptance yup I'm claiming it now, no more learning the hard way this chick has had enough. Until next time i'm signing off xoox *turns porch light off*

It's a new year!!!!!

Happpy new year! 2014🎉🎉 

Almost Christmas tiiiimeeee:-D

Thanks to advices in technology I found an app for this blog!!! Now i can blog whenever and NOT just when I'm in front of my computer woo and hoo! So it's almost christmas and I'm at my suck ass job I'm ready to go! But the Jesus is the reason for the season and I'm thanks full for what i got! I'm also just getting over a cold and have a ol nasty cough..I'm so glad I can say that I'm in a much better place that I was last month hell even last year!! I strongly believe troubles don't last and things get better and they're only going to get better for me. I hope every one has a good Christmas Day and happy new year because I plan on it in spite of all the things that may be wrong. I come to the conclusion that it's always gonna be something...smh! I just vow to meet new ppl and keep that relationships I have that are great, Great, do all that I can do (if ya with me ya with me if not kick hard rocks) I just wanna make a good difference in someone's life ya know change it for the better!! Well I'm going to get back to work Ta-Ta and merry x-mas ❌⭕️❌😘🎄

 

2nd Chances.....

Hi bloggers!! OMGGGG it's been soo long since I've been on here and looking back on my past posts i can say I'm in a different place and its for the better thank Gawd!! I must say 2013 has been so bitter sweet so much has happened that i'd never thought would and I have to say that it was very unfortunate and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I believe

that it's what's needed to happen in order for me to truly realize that the life i was leading was not it!! Sooo with that being said I present to you the NEW ME and I love her and i'm still adjusting don't get me wrong but i've getting there and the sky is the limit. I'm in a good place I using this time to focus on me and figure out who i really am and work hard towards my goals so that i can be established and be right for anyone that crosses paths with me. After my what happened i looked back on my life and realized i have never had time for me i've always been involved with someone dealing with so BS and i can honestly say that i'm not dealing with that and i'm so thankful that ish is for the birds, i choose not to deal and i only want good vibes over here in my space....I feel like I was given a 2nd chance at life and i feel like things could've ended so fast that quick for me but the Man above is defiantly looking out for me. I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason and i know i have a purpose in life. I still struggle with negative thoughts and sadness but i'm stronger and i know I can overcome this. I don't wanna be a cliche and say oooo 2014 is gonna be the new start for me because i feel like each day is a new start but I definitely want things to start looking up and fast! I just realized how blessed i am and i don't wanna forget that at all, I have good family and a few good friends and I only want the best for me and the ones who are truly there for me, I've put myself in unnecessary situations and I've glad God has given me that light to see as best as i can to avoid bad shit from happening if I can help it! Well let me gather my belongings and go, I just wanted to stop by and give an update I'll be back tho because I have some more I'd like to discuss so be on the look out!!!! XOXOXOX

♥ hello there!

Heyy whats up!! =D

season of change...

Welp I haven't been on in a while which is my bad maybe i should come here more often to just share a piece of me every now and again to anyone who wants to ready this one day because i highly suspect that no one reads this now lol. So I must say a lot has changed with me from a year or 2 ago and all i can do is realize how much i've grown, I sit here right now going through things in my life that i don't really care for too much but I see this as a huge life lesson and how I'll redirect my life going forward....I feel like the year of 2012 for me has been a big changer for me and I'm just trying to handle situations the best way I can although there have been time where I feel like i haven't done so over the past few weeks, but I truly ready to be better and to show people around me that I am an adult and I'm a special person and not this weird regular female. I hope that when I come back on this blog things have changed for the best and if it hasn't I hope and pray I'm just as stronger than ever! Ok nexxt topic lol...I'm looking for new employment at the moment hopefully I get out!! Wish me luck xoxoxoxo