I am DELIVERT! ♥

HAPPPY NEW YEART!!! I'm back for the new year y'all for the 99 and the 2000 LOL hi guys, so it's finally 2015 and this year is already going by fast we already a week in next thing you know it's December 20 =/ but anyway i'm doing great just have a cold boooooo! I just got back from bringing in the new year in Vegas (pic attached) and it was EPIC I had such a great time with my good friends and her family it was everything i imagined it to be and more! I see the last post i made was back in Aug of 2014 and I must say the remainder of 2014 was half bad. I finally went on the anticipated cruise i had been waiting on and to have finally go out of the country and see things i've only seen on tv was everything hunny! I got my life. That trip was a lot of things for me and it definitely opened my eyes to certain ppl in my life for the better and now i see things in a better light! I'll just keep it like and say that just becasue i may not say much i pay attention and remember everything, I don't just say things in the moment, I keep my word, I'm loyal, and I can't stand fakes AND if u do me dirty with childish games like talking ish behind my back or spreading false stories ya DONE SON in the words of K Camp aint nothing to cut a bitch off...I don't see the point in being friendly with anyone and u do ish like that, becasue i see that as u bring me DOWN to your level and why would i want to go down? or be bitter like you? So to sum that up I got a lesson in dealing with aint ish ppl and its just a reminder to keep my circle real tight. With the new year here it's kinda a fresh start in a sense and I'm determined to be in a position on comfy in and i'm NOT giving up, I feel like i keep getting knocked down and I wanna fall out and cry about it but i'm not going be defeated nope! So with that said i'm staying on the grind and trusting HIS process. If only i could write down all my thoughts (sigh) hahaha but i don't have that kinda time to be typing. In other news I'm on that roommate ish again, after being 3 months in i don't miss this at all 'nuff said.

Welcome to my world!

Hola!!! Been gone for a min now I'm back with the jump off! So just wanted to stop by and update yet again...time sure does fly by!! I've made it through more than half of this year and sept is around the corner. All I can say is 2014 has been one of reflection and growth! I'm 25 and I def feel as though I'm on the right path in my life I've had some challenges and I've overcame them and was able to mold myself into a different person who sees situations way different now insead of copping an attitude or being concerned with others I'm now focused on positive thoughts and me, on big thing I realized it's you have to accept the way things are in life and let go of anything that's brings on neg emotions...I feel (speaking for me) most of our problems lie in the fact that we invison they way something should be and when it's not happening in real life we tend to get angry or in our feelings about it but I promise if u let that go and appreciate your self and life as it is now you'll be 30 times more happier...so these days I choose to take the peaceful road and be 100% optimistic because I give all my worrys and concerns to Him and I know He'll handle the rest He does say all things will work together for my good so I know that even though things may have not gone my way I know it was for a reason and there's something much better out there waiting all I have to do is continue to live, love, keep my faith and be happy!Great things are happening and I've been so blessed so there's no reason to give up now. Xoxoxoxo until next time..

Hiiiii dee hoooo

So it's April and it's kinda cold out....just wanted to stop in and say a little somethin somethin, i has been like 3 months!! All is well I've never been better and I love life muah!!!!! PS its almost birthday time and if ya know me you know its a special day for me, I know some people are like ahh its just another day big whoop blah blah BUT NOPE not me I see it as i'm blessed to see another year, there's a purpose and so I love to enjoy this day. But anyway doe I've gained so much knowledge an I can say I thought I knew ish but now I realize I had no clue wtf i was doing...aww I'm growing, yes I know *pats myself on the back* I feel like i'm at the point where i know myself finally and I can bless and be an inspiration so somebody's life because lemme tell ya you can't be good to anyone if your own self is a wreak. Soo with that said, great things are in store and I'm so fortune to have discovered this at my age now I'm proving myself wrong and while I'm living my fabulous single life I'm focused on making me a great gal for me handling the things I need to take care of and waiting for my someone special to come along lmao.....All in all i'm screaming to the mountain tops that everything will be phenomenal, I'll have my ups and I'll have my downs BUT it's all good because it's all apart of life and at the end of the day if I can say im proud of me that all that matters! OXXOXOX

Currently under constuction (give me a break!) ;)

Its mee again and its a new year! Blessed yet again to have made it to see another year! I said that I didn't want to do any new year resolutions or whatever but I do want to learn new things and really work on myself and most importantly break a cycle i continue to carry! I just want to stop with the same dudes i talk to I just had a realization that if i don't respect myself and wait for what i deserve and not entertain these wack a$$ fools who only wanna "chill", drink, and watch movies or other shit I can do with ppl I actually wanna/can spend time with and laugh then Im not down, I think its because I done that sooo so much that its really old and if a guy is trying to get at me then he's really gonna have to step the hell up! And and i have heard it over and over again but i guess it just takes going through ish and replaying your past in your head and saying to yourself if u continue to allow the bums to be around then that's all that will continue to come my way whats the saying if you lay down with dirty dogs your get fleas? yea I'm just saying I gotta break this ish up if that means my phone stays silent then so be it i'm practicing patience...but on so whole other stuff I'm looking for a new job the only thing i hate is the hours but when I see that check i'm like yeeessss I'm getting paid this to talk to these dummies? can you say OVERPAID, i'm not complaining and I'm thanking HIM everyday but its a give and take because I pretty much have no social life at the momment and can only see folks when i can BUT that's okay becasue it's all falling into place and in due time things will start to happen, keeping thinks positive over here guys!! ♥ this is the year of discovery, not taking any BS getting rid of fuck niggas & self doubt, and lastly acceptance yup I'm claiming it now, no more learning the hard way this chick has had enough. Until next time i'm signing off xoox *turns porch light off*

It's a new year!!!!!

Happpy new year! 2014🎉🎉 

Almost Christmas tiiiimeeee:-D

Thanks to advices in technology I found an app for this blog!!! Now i can blog whenever and NOT just when I'm in front of my computer woo and hoo! So it's almost christmas and I'm at my suck ass job I'm ready to go! But the Jesus is the reason for the season and I'm thanks full for what i got! I'm also just getting over a cold and have a ol nasty cough..I'm so glad I can say that I'm in a much better place that I was last month hell even last year!! I strongly believe troubles don't last and things get better and they're only going to get better for me. I hope every one has a good Christmas Day and happy new year because I plan on it in spite of all the things that may be wrong. I come to the conclusion that it's always gonna be something...smh! I just vow to meet new ppl and keep that relationships I have that are great, Great, do all that I can do (if ya with me ya with me if not kick hard rocks) I just wanna make a good difference in someone's life ya know change it for the better!! Well I'm going to get back to work Ta-Ta and merry x-mas ❌⭕️❌😘🎄

 

2nd Chances.....

Hi bloggers!! OMGGGG it's been soo long since I've been on here and looking back on my past posts i can say I'm in a different place and its for the better thank Gawd!! I must say 2013 has been so bitter sweet so much has happened that i'd never thought would and I have to say that it was very unfortunate and I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I believe

that it's what's needed to happen in order for me to truly realize that the life i was leading was not it!! Sooo with that being said I present to you the NEW ME and I love her and i'm still adjusting don't get me wrong but i've getting there and the sky is the limit. I'm in a good place I using this time to focus on me and figure out who i really am and work hard towards my goals so that i can be established and be right for anyone that crosses paths with me. After my what happened i looked back on my life and realized i have never had time for me i've always been involved with someone dealing with so BS and i can honestly say that i'm not dealing with that and i'm so thankful that ish is for the birds, i choose not to deal and i only want good vibes over here in my space....I feel like I was given a 2nd chance at life and i feel like things could've ended so fast that quick for me but the Man above is defiantly looking out for me. I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason and i know i have a purpose in life. I still struggle with negative thoughts and sadness but i'm stronger and i know I can overcome this. I don't wanna be a cliche and say oooo 2014 is gonna be the new start for me because i feel like each day is a new start but I definitely want things to start looking up and fast! I just realized how blessed i am and i don't wanna forget that at all, I have good family and a few good friends and I only want the best for me and the ones who are truly there for me, I've put myself in unnecessary situations and I've glad God has given me that light to see as best as i can to avoid bad shit from happening if I can help it! Well let me gather my belongings and go, I just wanted to stop by and give an update I'll be back tho because I have some more I'd like to discuss so be on the look out!!!! XOXOXOX